Never fight to die…

The sun has risen again, but it wasn’t just another day that begun. It all started, all the inner fights started to struggle with each other! And I can’t fight anymore, just can’t! Because I can’t, because I don’t want to! As I didn’t want to the last time, and the endless times before! It was never enough and it will never be…
I’ve fought enough, enough time, enough times, and that’s enough!
I’ve got new fights to fight for and it’s to them that all my strength is going to.

As one day I was told, you should fight, sure, but not much… Fight just enough so you can say you fought! It’s different to fight and be defeated… than giving up.
Never fight to die…
And today I no longer fight this fight, I give up!